Friday, 23 May 2008

How i feel

So I have written an introduction now the second post. Well I was thinking what to post. Looking on the net and asking my good friend who is globally known as Google. So I thought F it. I am just going to write what ever. So I am going to write about how I feel. Well for some reason I feel a bit down. Well I am currently in 6th form, it is for two years im in teh first year. Don't what you would call it in America. It’s before you go university any who the year above me left yesterday. They had an Assembly because they were leaving. Didn't get to say bye to everyone. Which sucked because i was with a Friend who came down to see me, because i haven't seen her in three months. We had a good time, but really wish i said bye to everyone. But thanks to facebook, i will most likely keep in contact with everyone. Just though i post how i feel. But I still don't know why I feel down, I thinks it because I know some won’t keep in contact and not sure if we Will hook up because they will be at university. They will busy and some people may not be near me. Like outside London (i live in London by the way).

So that’s how I feel down. The thing is I try to speak to my mum. She didn’t even like pretend to understand. She like not all the above year is your friend. But I have a good group of friend who are. Kind of sucks when you can’t find anyone that understands you and anyone to talk to on how you feel. But you learn from what happens to you.

2 comments:

Unknown said...

Great piece of writing!
You may feel down because you are not sure what you want to do afterwards? Maybe you want some time off and nobody is willing to give you that, forcing you to study right afterwards? If you can, push for a year off to do some exploring and to work on defining what you really want in life. It is something I would have wanted and I didn't push enough to get it, so I went to study something I didn't want... Twice... And I failed... Until I took off after all and I found what I wanted....

PhilO♥ said...

hi ! nice writing !